Over It

What Yossi wrote in the comments of my last posts kind of hit home and helped a lot. I spoke to Mr. Rose tonight. I was calm and quiet and told him what hurt me and instead of saying the negative of not doing it in the future, I asked him to do the positive of what I want. What I need from him.

He responded like the wonderful, amazing man he is and apologized and said that he would do it in the future. Then I mentioned that I knew that he knew that something had been bothering me and I asked him why he hadn't brought it up. He answered that he knew I would talk to him about it when I was ready. He was right. Ugh!! He's right an awful lot.

So things are fine now... but I just didn't realize how hurt or angry he could make me. Whoa!!! It freaks me out a little to feel those things so strongly, but I guess that goes along with how strongly I care for and about him.

I love him so I'll keep going and learn along the way. I'm so glad I have this blog as a release and for the support and advice y'all give me. It helps!!! so so so much!!! Thank you!!

I'm A What?!?!?

You Were Born Under:

Full of spunk, you are the original party animal. You bring fun, activity, and stimulation to any event. Self-control is not one of your strong points; you have been known to over indulge. Cheerful and energetic, you can turn the most boring thing into something fun. You are most compatible with a Rat or Dragon.

What Year Were You Born Under?

The Number Eleven

My dad the former Marine (OORAH!) forwarded this to me.

The Secret behind the number 11 (READ THIS!!) Date: Fri, 2 Feb 2007
13:38:49
-0500 The Secret behind the number 11 - Pretty Chilling Read to the
bottom. Try it out. I did and I got goose bumps If you are a
skeptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!!

This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it
first)
1) New York City has 11 letters
2) Afghanistan has 11
letters.
3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters. (The terrorist who threatened
to
destroy the Twin Towers in 1993)
4) George W Bush has 11
letters.

This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets
interesting:
1) New York is the 11th state.
2) The first plane crashing
against the
Twin Towers was flight number 11.
3) Flight 11 was carrying
92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11
4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers was
carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 =
11
5) The tragedy was on September 11, or
9/11 as it is now known 9 + 1+ 1= 11
6) The date is equal to the US
emergency services telephone number 911. 9 +
1 + 1 = 11

Sheer
coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:

1) The total
number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 +
5 + 4 =
11.
2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2 + 5
+
4 = 11.
3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 +
4 = 11.
4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers
incident.

Now this is where things get totally eerie: The most
recognized symbol
for the US, after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle.
The following verse is
taken from the Koran, the Islamic holy book:
"For
it is written that a son
of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath
of the Eagle would be felt
throughout the lands of Allah while some of the
people trembled in despair still
more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle
cleansed the lands of Allah and there
was peace."
That verse is number
9.11 of the Koran.

Unconvinced about all of this Still ..?! Try this and
see how you feel
afterwards, it made my hair stand on end:
Open
Microsoft Word and do the
following:
1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is
the flight number of the first plane to
hit one of the Twin Towers.
2.
Highlight the Q33 NY.
3. Change the font size to 48.
4. Change the
actual font to the WINGDINGS 1

What do you think now?!! NORMALLY I
WOULDN'T FORWARD SOMETHING LIKE
THIS BUT HONEST TO GOD TRUE STORY:
NATURALLY READING THAT LAST PART ABOUT
SENDING IT OUT, I WANTED TO KNOW BY
WHAT TIME I WOULD NEED TO GET IT
DONE.............. THE TIME ON MY
COMPUTER.............. 11:11 A.M.
EXACTLY!!!!!!

Kind of freaky isn't?!?!? My dad always sends me these weird things. Gotta love him.