I still don't know if I'll see him this week even after spending at least an hour on the phone with him. I care about him, but I have to take care of myself. I just don't think I am. We laugh, I cry, we laugh some more. And we are still in this situation. Limbo is just not good for me.
He received enough warnings today to frighten off at least 5 men. I'm in the clear, but I would still like him to leave. It would be so much easier for me if he just ghosted. Yeah, right. Who am I kidding? If he left, I would need at least a goodbye.
We're friends and I hope we can always stay that way. He's an amazing, wonderful man. We are complete opposites and yet so much alike. Just a little bonkers. He's smart too, and asks good questions. He's mentally challenging and somewhat self-aware. All great qualities in a man. Totally cracking up right now.
So I'm exhausted and going to crash. I guess we'll just have to wait and see what next week brings.
Good Shabbos everyone!
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