It most certainly is. I know things change from day to day and even from hour to hour. That's a part of life, and for the most part I can take it. I'm used to ups and downs. Hell, I create a good amount of them. But I don't think he's being realistic, and it's funny that I have to be that for both of us.
I don't think he's being honest with himself, and if he's not honest with himself than he can't be honest with me. I don't think he's trying to hurt me. And yes, I'm scared about trusting him.... ok, absolutely terrified of trusting him so much so that I probably won't be able to completely trust him for years.
All of this is going to scare him off even though he won't admit it. It's ok though. I'm ok. I hope he will be too because I love him and want his life to be easy and for him to be happy. I want to be able to remember him and think of his eyes smiling at me.
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