Things Are Good

It's easier for me to believe him.  I don't know why... Ok, ok, I think I do know.  He gives me what I need and want.  I thinks that's it.  Nope, I know what it is.  He knows what I need and want.  Alright, I guess it's both.  That would make the most sense.

That's why it's easier to trust.  He knows me.  I don't know how he does, but he knows how to make me breathe easier---to relax in his love.

AND!!! It's easier for him to feel, know and recognize that he loves me.  I'm laughing about that.  Because if he reads this, I'm sure he'll start overthinking.  My Mr. Spock.

But how much more wonderful could this be?????

Content in his arms is the best place in the world... except for maybe in his arms and..... I'm sure you can fill in the blanks, and I'm certain he can.  Gotta love the man!!

I Did It Again

Definitely did it.  Started thinking, got scared and opened up my big mouth.

Am I trying to push him away?? Well, a part of me is obviously trying to do so.  It's just so... so... Oh! I don't know what it is!!!

I know I love him.  I know I want to be with him.  But does he really want that???

I know he says it, he writes it, and I believe he means it.  But I don't think he understands what that entails.

Damn it!  I hate being away from him. All I want is to see his smile and to be in his arms.  He has no clue how deep in my heart he is.

He's a man.  A handsome strong man who cares.... who loves, and I want is to be with him.